I'm new here and I'm a new mom who experienced PP for the first time with my baby boy. It was horrific! It has been about 6-7 months since I was released from the hospital. I am constantly having set backs with depression and intrusive thoughts. I have horrible flashbacks of things I did and said during my episode. It has shaken all my confidence as a mother. I love my baby boy so much that I try to do too much with him and then we both get overwhelmed. I just want to know when will I recover? When will the memories fade? When will the horrible intrusive thoughts disappear? When will I be the mom I always wanted to be?