I experienced three episodes of psychosis in the past 5 years. Ever since those episodes I feel like my memory is deteriorating. I have tried everything from exercising, socializing, psychotherapy, taking daily vitamins and living a healthy lifestyle but nothing seems to be helping with my memory whatsoever. I was physically, psychologically and sexually abused in my childhood so I have this tendency to block out informations in my head. Which is not so helpful considering I'm reenrolled in university now and I really want to get my degree.
I feel overwhelmed. I have two children to care for, husband works offshore and I'm studying a degree that requires 100% focus and lots of memorization. I don't want to give up Uni because I have worked hard to come to this far, but at the same time I feel like I'm in the limbo because I'm doing poorly in my classes.
I'm also scared that I'll become sick when husband is not home. Social circle is really small here in north Norway, I have reached out for all the help I could get but I still feel lack of control and confidence in life.
Some tips would be appreciated.