Hi... I had pp after my daughter was born in 2013. It was horrific and left my husband and I in a very delicate state for many years, especially as we previously lost a child to Edward's Syndrome. My daughter and I want me to have another baby but my husband isn't keen. It's been nearly 5 years and I'm medication free and have been since 2014, and I've had counselling for the past two years. I think I'll be fine and I'm fully prepared to put a care plan in place including stopping at the MBU for the first week or two. Every time I try to talk to my husband he's funny about it although he doesn't just say no now. I get so upset because this is supposed to be an exciting thing but yet again I feel that I shouldn't be getting excited and really I shouldn't even be considering another baby. Meanwhile my formally alcoholic sister who has had two children taken away from her is pregnant again and expecting in May. Is it me or is life just completely unfair?! Can someone reassure me that having another baby is okay and a natural thing to want?