Can I be loved (very sad on Sunday)

[rouri]

Love, I am so different

Love, I am so different than before

Love, can I be loved

Love, could I ever really be loved

Love, if you ever find me I wonder

Will you try me I'm so different than before

Love, the kind that I've dreamed of

Well let's stop right here inside of me love

Love, if you ever find me I wonder

Will you try me I'm so different than before

Love, I am so different than before

Love, where are you waiting

In dark and smoky room I hear you singing to me

Love, let my voice take you

and the song we make would be so different than before

Ooh yes

Love, if you ever find me I wonder

Then I ask you try me I am so different than before

Love, I am so different than before

The word is out, the time is gone

Begin again remember my love

Make it strong

Stretching out to everyone

Nothing replays

This is what I want, this is what I make

Every little thing gonna be alright

One day or so you'll be my love

This time you won't mistake me

I'm ready love for you to take me with you

Love, if you ever find me I wonder

Will you try me I'm so different than before

Ooh yes

My love, I know when you found me

You'll wrap yourself all around me

Then I ask you try me I am so different than before

Ooh yes,

MY love I know you'll show me the words

[milo1]

HI ROURI is this a song or something you wrote why are you feeling so sad x

[rouri in reply to milo1]

well I was watching Bridget Jones Diary and is not a good movie to see when feeling lonely, they play this song as soundtrack, love this song and it does illustrate how I feel about Love xx

[milo1]

WE ALL LOVE YOU ON THIS SITE you told me the other day to eat and drink i listened now i am asking you not to be sad lots of hugsx hope we speak later x

[rouri]

hi love has a massive row with my bf and told him to f... off, he locked me outside my flat without my keys and phone loads of things happened and I never felt so lonely and sad in my life yesterday!!! thank you for your message you soo sweet. xx

[milo1]

HEY are you speaking to him today hope you sort it out x

[rouri in reply to milo1]

he said sorry but I can't stand him anymore. sometimes I feel like I want someone but most of the times i prefer to have friends instead but in the middle of the place i live i have no friends!!!

add to that I had to go to the dentist again today and she broke the top of the tooth file (like little needle in my tooth) she can't take it off, she will put the crown on it!!! I mean hello??? honestly I give up, doctors don't know what they doing, dentist hardly knows how to do filling!!!!!!!

hope you well hun.xx

[milo1]

HEY how are you you been having a rough time but things can only get better i know what your saying about doctors and dentists and i agree but what the hell can we do we have to put our trust in them even though we know they are not worthy of it are you speaking to your bf hope so x