Hi everyone hope you are all well and have a good Xmas, so I have been suffering with anxiety, depression and panic disorder for most my life! I’m already on a bell of a lot of medication. But lately my panic disorder has become to much to bare. When I was 18 I was prescribed venlafaxine and they where a huge help. I felt Alive, they made me buzz yet suffered with high heart rate and terrible sweating. Come to a point where I was buzzing that much I was working harder then I actually sweating the medication out my system so I was high on morning dose then low by lunch then high on evening dose then low few hours later. I got to the highest dose and only other way to move forward was to come of them and onto a different medication. I went cold turkey and took me about a year to recover. Worst experience I ever had.
Long story short my shrink has prescribed me them again. I’m not feeling my self lately and really low and fed up so I took one 3 days ago. Instantly freaking out what if I get a bad turn etc. made myself bad. Panic attacks, chest pain, heart rate etc so I stopped and thought I’ll get Xmas out the way and try again. I already suffer with a high heart rate and on alot of beta blockers. I plan to try and give them another go maybe tomorrow or day after.
Has anyone suffered with them making them really crap and ill. Or could I just have a bug or something and overthink them. I’ve become sensitive to new medication the older I get and I’m concerned it will push me over the edge. But I just can’t keep dealing with these constant panic attack. Worry, stress……..!! I want my life back and was hoping this would help or be the answer