Just trying to find a way to live...and waiting for TMS treatment

[rverde]

Hello,

I'm waiting to get TMS transcranial magnetic stimulation treatment, which I've learned has helped a lot of people. Meanwhile though I'm just so totally unsure of myself all the time. I don't feel many other emotions except for anxiety and depression symptoms. It feels really scary that every moment I'm supposed to be in control of my own thoughts and actions. I don't seem to be able to feel any positive or supportive feelings and its hard. I wish that I had a solution to it instead of struggling so much constantly. I am holding on to the hope that TMS will be able to help heal my brain and so that I will be able to actually live, lead my life and feel well again.