How I Feel

[anon99]

You know what sucks? I have clear minded moments where I feel like a normal human being. Like the old me. Where for a few minutes I sit there and think “wow I feel amazing, all my fears are stupid.” And I can see myself having a future living a long life.

Then the feelings come back and I feel scared and convinced I have a brain tumor/aneurism/blood clots in my legs. I feel normal when I’m home. But when I’m out I feel wobbly and like I’m dying. Just off and not right at all. Sometimes at home I feel this way but not as much as I do being out.

[SparklePanda]

Before anything else, you should consult a doctor. Drive yourself or find someone who can bring you. Doctors can do tests to see if there’s anything wrong. I know with the coronavirus, you may feel anxious going to a hospital or clinic. You may feel like it’s all in your head and there’s no point but if you’re worried something is wrong with you, always go see a doctor. If you are physically in good health, then you are probably experiencing anxiety symptoms. The reason why you feel better at home is because that’s where you are most comfortable. It’s the same with me. I feel better in the comfort of my bed.

[anon99 in reply to SparklePanda]

I had an ultrasound on my calf twice and it’s been negative both times, they say it’s a pinched nerve. But I still get scared when my it aches. Today my left one is achey. Last year I had a head ct and it came back clear. I went to a neurologist because I thought my panic attacks were seizures. And they diagnosed me with panic and anxiety attacks after two EEGS and two different neurologist.

Ty. :/ we should always get things ruled out, I agree. But my head still tells me something is wrong.