I went out

[Laniben]

I went out, was ok for a while had that ‘fear’ feeling a little then came home but I really didnt want to come indoors, this is silly... so I get the feeling no matter and The nearer I got to home the more I couldn’t handle going in to where there’s no people. I can’t just keep walking around the corner, it’s only 2.30pm. One minute I have trouble going out, the next I can’t bear to stay in. There’s no one around today either, it’s Saturday and everyone’s busy.

[Hidden]

So you are going to stay indoors or try to go out again?

[Laniben in reply to Hidden]

it’s stupid isn’t it 😐

I’ll have to go out again in a minute and just wander up and down even though I dont want any shopping, if someone was out in their front gardens I’d just go and chat, but it’s so quiet here today.

[Hidden in reply to Laniben]

I wouldn't say it's stupid, if you don't feel up to something then it isn't stupid, it's just how you are at the minute.

It's quiet here too.. nobody about.

[gggg123]

Make some decisions for tomorrow, write them down and stick to them regardless. No matter what, stick to it !

[Laniben in reply to gggg123]

Yes Ok, I just need to think of some nice places which is difficult around here......now if i lived by the beach it would be so different. I’d be walking along it every day but I’m nowhere near it unfortunately

[gggg123 in reply to Laniben]

More excuses, write a list of things to do and go and stick to it

[Kkimm]

Hi Sam

Sorry to hear how you are feeling.

Did you go out again or stay in?

My thoughts are with you wishing you all the best.

Kim

[Laniben in reply to Kkimm]

Yes I walked round the corner then had to come back again, it seems my brain can’t make its mind up today what it wants to do to be honest - in, out or whatever xx