Struggling with things.

Hi i am currently struggling with a lot of things at the moment finding it hard to cope.

I have problems with my nose and ears struggle to breathe besides all this i am constantly clearing my throat got to have a camera down soon which is making me feel even more nervous. It would be nice to talk to someone as i am finding things difficult. I am going to hospital soon to see about surgery as well. It upsets me that all this is going on i can't really enjoy other things. At night i can't sleep like i used to. I do get things to help or try things but still don't feel any calmer. Does anyone have any ideas or anything to share.

Much appreciated thanks.