Hello, I posted about how my normal day is. I was talking about that I might think I have OCD, but still, at the same time, thinking I don't have it.
So here's why I think I have it:
1. My day consists of thoughts like "Cut your finger off" and "stab that person", even tho I don't want to. One time, I was driving with my mom on the side of a lake, I hot the thought to take the steeringwheel and steer out so we hit the water and drown.
2. Everytime I am at the store and see a sodabottle misplaced I get the urge to move it to the right place. This also happens in my room, not all the time, but anyways. I have a book where I write what I feel, and my brain says the pen has to be on top of the book.
3. I HAVE to have my wallet in my right pocket ans my phone in the left. If I miss one think or it's misplaced, I feel like something is wrong.
4. I always get the urge to touch something.
Why I think I don't have it:
1. When the thoughts of me hurting myself, I just think about something else, and it's gone. I think that it might be because of my ADD, my brain is like a racingcar with bisycle brakes.
2. People say you have to think about it atleast 1 hour a day and such, and I don't. The thoughts just storm past.
3. People say it causes great destress, and it don't. Or it does, but like I said, the thought is there for 3 seconds because I ignore too, most of the time.
Just wanted to let you know.
And this might be something else than OCD, I am not a doctor 😂
I don't think it is anxiety 
I don't think its my anxiety thats causing this.
Its back
