I've had anxiety for 5 years. I'm on medicine. I don't want to be on it anymore. I've been to 3 psychiatrists and a few therapists. The problem is I'm afraid of the anxiety. So I'm afraid of the fear .im scared I'm getting sicker and don't know what else to do. I'm so scared I will lose my life. A lot of sadness. I'm going to keep getting worse. I'm so scared.