Trying

[Bumble_Bea]

Soooo... I'm trying to stay positive, I'm back to work tomorrow after 11 days off, annual leave. I wasted my appointment at drs and cancelled, my drinking is the same. I still am dreading tomorrow, but I'm trying to see the positive... I'm working to provide for my family who I love dearly.

I really don't understand depression, I wish I had the strength to go back to the drs, but I'm scared, I'm just another person 😢