I'm starting to wonder if my gambling is causing my anxiety to worsen. I gamble a lot. When I get paid I blow all my money because in my head I'm going to die soon, then when I don't die I have no money so it makes me depressed. I think it could be a viscious cycle. I could be hoping though, I want it to be anything other than an actual illness. Does anyone else struggle with gambling? Any advice would be much appreciated.