Hi I suffer from panic disorder, anxiety, depression and OCD. My boyfriends mother has very bad cancer and it's been very traumatic on all of us. Now I obsess constantly afraid I will get cancer. I was sick sometime in October for about two weeks and I discovered at some point I can't remember if it was before or after I was sick I found a swollen lymph node of the back of my neck and it hasn't went away for atleast 6 weeks. After being sick they are supposed to go down but it hasn't. I went to the dr and she felt it and said it's small and moveable which is good and she felt under my armpits and groin and said nothing else felt swollen and that sometimes the nodes can take a while to go back down or sometimes they stay out. Anyway Idk if it's in my head but I started feeling under my armpit area between my armpit and boob and was
Pressing around and now I feel like it tender and I'm worried maybe something is swollen there. Then I have a pain around the top of my thigh like the inner thigh and I'm worried it's a lymph node but I touch around and don't feel any lumps. I also saw my ent and he didn't seem concerned either about the node. I have no other symptoms. A woman at my job that had lymphoma said oh the drs told me all the same things and it turned out to be lymphoma, but she did have symptoms. I read online though on forums of people that had lymphoma and had no symptoms at all expect a swollen node. I'm so scared I can't live like this I feel like I need to have it biopsied in order to stop about it. I just don't know how to stop with this