THE NIGHT TIME FOG

[smjtty]

YOUR DREAMS ARE NOT REAL YOU JUST WANT TO JUMP OUT OF

BED AND SCREAM OR CRY NO ONE HEARS YOU IF THEY DID YOU WOULD BE IGNORED AS YOUR EYES WANT TO CLOSE BEOND

THE CLOSED DARK ROOM THE DOOR WILL ALWAYS BE CLOSED

AROUND THE DARK EYES THERE IS NO LIGHT

AND YOUR FACE HAS BEEN DISTORED WOW YOU LOOK OLDER NOW

THE BAD THINGS YOU HAVE PUT IN YOUR BODY WORE YOU

DOWN WILE YOU WERE REBELLING NOT THINKING NOW IN THIS

TANGEL WEB OF HAIR IT DOSENT MATTER BECAUSE YOU WILL

NEVER BE PRETTY AGAIN LIKE A DANCER JUST THE MONSTER

THAT COMES OUT IN THE FOG OF NIGHT AND NEVER TALKS TO NO

ONE

[Agora1]

Smjtty, I'm glad I ran through the latest posts. I must have miss this one. Again an in depth writing of your inner thoughts. You write in a way that I can not only know your thoughts but see them as well in my mind. I only wish this wasn't happening to you my friend. x

[smjtty in reply to Agora1]

WISHING YOU WELL ALSO

[Agora1]

Hi Smjtty, how are you doing this Saturday night? Going to watch the Cubs Game?

[smjtty]

I DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS WRONG SO I JUST DRAG A LONG

EACH DAY I HOPE THE CUBS WIN

[Agora1]

Hi smjtty, well they did it.... But what about you? Do you feel worse lately? I wish I knew what to do to help you turn things around. You're in my thoughts. x

[smjtty]

I WISH I KNEW WHAT TO DO I FEEL LIKE IM FALLING APART

YES THE CUBS ONE

[Agora1 in reply to smjtty]

Maybe the forum can help with different ideas. It is a shame to feel like this. You must feel very isolated and that in itself isn't good for anyone. x