I will you tell you situation in my life at the present time, in the hope maybe others can relate to it, and perhaps feel they are not alone.
I am currently 46 years old (male), and yes I live with my parents. I am very pleased they are still alive of course, because your family is a very precious thing.
The flip side is your family can also at time be your worst nightmare, in terms of having no understanding of yourself as a person.
I am long term unemployed, and struggling to find something I can do, without going crazy.
I face the horrible prospect of my elderly parents passing away, and seemingly having no future in terms of a career in front of me.
So you see my past is bound to disappear, and my future doesnt seem to exist. I feel completely isolated in the town where I live, as a couple of my friends have died, and my social contact is limited.
If my mother dies, well I wouldnt want to be around anymore in the current situation. She is the only person who trys to understand what I am going through. I think to myself is it bloody worth it, all the pain, the anguish, and suffering, and I am not getting anything from life.
I am not a materialistic person. I love peace & quiet, and have always thought that I am not made for this world. This cruel world appals me. Its all about money, if you have it you are lucky, and if you dont you rot.
The most deserving and kind people, get the worse. While if you are a society robot, you seem to get it all.
Anyway, that will do for now.