LIFE

[smjtty]

WHAT EVER BAD THINGS YOU PUT IN YOUR BODY YOU WILL REMAIN SICK FOR

THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WHEN WE ARE YOUNG WE ARE LIKE [O WELL ]

THEN WHAT EVER WE DID TO ARE BODY WE FEEL SICK AND LOOK LIKE A OLD PRUNE

NOW TO MAKE IT WORSE A GUY LETS YOU HAVE IT IN THE FACE AND BRAKES YOUR NOSE WITH DARKNESS AROUND YOUR EYES AND A BROKEN NOSE YOU WILL NEVER LOOK

THE SAME YOUR ON YOUR OWN WORRYED ABOUT HOW YOU LOOK

YOU STAY IN BED ALL THE TIME YOUR ON YOUR OWN NOW WHAT I LOOK AT MY SELF AND IM SO SAD LONLY AND WORRED YOUR LIFE IS NO LIFE YOUR SICK VERY SICK THEY SAID IT IS IN YOUR HEAD LIKE YOUR EYE BALLS OLD HAGGERED AND YOU HAIR IS TURNING GRAY NO FRIENDS NO ONE WANTS TO HERE YOU NOW LOOK WHAT HAS BEEN DONE WILL I JUST DIE HERE WITH THIS LOOK AND NON STOP BELTCHING

[Alan_98]

I'm really sorry to hear about what happened and you're not alone you got us here and we'll do everything we can to be here and support you bug hang in there

[smjtty]

I FEEL SO ALONE

[Agora1]

dearest smjtty, looking back at your old posts, I see a very depressed person. It sounds like you haven't let go of the past. If you are not doing drugs now, there is no reason why your life can't do a turn about. It won't happen with you lying in bed all the time. Sounds like you need some therapy to turn your mind set around. You have no friends because your self esteem is so low. You need a make over (not physically) but emotionally and a good therapist can help. Start concentrating on the good qualities about you, we all have something we admire about ourselves. The forum is here to support you but you have to help a little too. Good Luck xx

[smjtty in reply to Agora1]

I KNOW WHAT IT SOUNDS LIKE BUT I TRULY DID MESS MY SELF UP

AT A PARTY IN MY PAST I WAS HIT IN THE FACE BROKEN NOSE

BLACK EYES THE DARKNESS NEVER WENT AWAY COMPLETLY

I LOOK BAD AND THE VITAMAN D MADE ME DARKER I WOULD

LOVE TO FEEL BETTER I HAVE TRYED I STILL FEEL BAD AND LOOK BAD ALLSO

[Agora1 in reply to smjtty]

I'm so sorry you feel this way. I wish there were someone who could help you feel better about yourself. Depending where you live, there are department stores that will do make overs which can be pretty amazing. I had never heard of vitamin D making anyone darker, you must have been sensitive or on a high dose and reacted to it. I wish I could give you a solution to your problems. I'm sure you're not alone in how you feel. Hopefully someone on the forum will be able to relate. Try not to give up and most of all, take care. x

[stde]

Love yourself.....Stephen Hawkins doesn't,t worry about how he looks when lecturing to thousands of people., Mother Theresa wasn't judged by how she looked when helping others,, Gandi was followed by millions?

Beauty lies in the person, get out and help others, best of luck