Hi I've just joined up. Hopefully I can shed light on my condition and share how I'm feeling

[Pureandy]

New here hello people

[Agora1]

Hi Pureandy, welcome too the Anxiety Support Forum. You have come to the right place for support and understanding. Would be interested in knowing what your condition is as well as sharing how you are feeling.

[Pureandy in reply to Agora1]

Hi agora1 .I've been battling for years with myself tbh. The mood changes .highs and lows.confusion anger lonely. Strange. Paranoid .etc.I've been through a lot so far in life trurma emotional family break ups . Dealt with big responsibilities kept it all together when I was broke myself. But that's what I needed too do at the time.. I've seemed to lost everythink .I have trust issues. Now. Its scary I feel different to most people like I'm odd . Its not always been that way. .then feelings .well not so strong anyways. I'm currently trying different medication and seeking the right help.it's early stages . I've been put in a support group don't really u understand it. I'm not getting. No support tbh. I'm feeling that angry numb side taking over . I don't want that it's very unpredictable. So I fight that back everyday. No body see that fight tho. I'm not violent or nasty to anyone . But I streight cut. I'm friendly helpfull supportive etc. I've always moved place to place that's from my childhood . I kno I have like this pressure inside my head .I've had a few total melt downs not knowing really what's what. Confusion etc panic vunrability weakness . But then it's to confidant that's dangerous . To the point I need to fight myself from letting go. People have said in the past at work etc I'm bipolar I'm skitso. I'm scary . I do see this sometimes . But not like they do I guess. I will think some more and try explain best I can about this subject. .I don't understand it all myself . Yet. But I need too. This will help me. Thanks

[Agora1 in reply to Pureandy]

Thank you for sharing.

[Pureandy in reply to Agora1]

Your. Welcome I will up date and figure the best way to explain my mental state a little more clearer once I've thought it through in more depth

[Agora1 in reply to Pureandy]

Please do, we are all here for you. Take care

[Tracey1972]

Hi I'm Tracey welcome to the site hope u ok

[Pureandy in reply to Tracey1972]

Morning tracey. I'm ok thank you . Busy doin diy today . Being busy as I can really helps me. Hope you ok too

[Tracey1972 in reply to Pureandy]

Hi I know the feeling of I'm busy I'm ok got shopping to do fish tank to clean have good day X