Broken

I feel like my life is puzzle that can't be solved....

I don't really want to fight it anymore but a part of me keeps fighting...I'm worried when I lose that part...

[Kris5]

Life is a puzzle and it does get hard at times so I'm glad you made this profile to lean on people that understand what that feels like. Has there been something in particular that's bothering you? Hang in there! (Hugs)

[Hidden in reply to Kris5]

Thanks for the reply I appreciate it at this late hour. I'm just struggling with my self worth I don't know why I exist as everyday is a struggle. I just want a break from the daily torment that is my mind.

I was meant to be at a close friends stag do today and I've missed it for some of the most trivial reasons. It just exhausting being yourself sometimes...you know?

[Kris5 in reply to Hidden]

Absolutly. And what time is it where you live? It's only 7:53pm here :). Well the things I say may not help but there honest.. everyone has a purpose & I truly believe that. Some of us take longer to figure it out then others. To have a break from living inside our heads would be amazing! And I hope and pray one day that happens. Have you always had these issues to this extent? I understand everything your saying to me. I was suppose to go out with friends tonight but I just don't feel like doing anything.

[Hidden in reply to Kris5]

1am...I'm guessing your in the USA or Canada perhaps...

Somedays I honestly believe my purpose is to make others feel better about themselves, by the fact that they are not happy to be me but on the flip side I believe this can be for a good purpose as whats better than some one else being happy.

It's refreshing to chat to someone on the same level and I have had these problems as far back as I can remember but I'm still here and fighting them!

[foxglove]

It's (fortunately) human nature to keep fighting

FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT!!!!!

[robinebc]

I feel the same way. I feel like i took a turn for the worst in november of 2014. I have losta lot of friends becasue everyone thinks im crazy. Im ao overwhelmed By going to many doctors. Scary but i will be praying for u