Happy Mondays

[bepete]

How's everyone doing today are we all having a good day ?..

[mimii]

Not particularly no hardly any sleep last night, horrid taste in mouth think it's my gum problem went out earlier had to take car for run as code 55 came up so took rod with me and played ooh la l a full blast then stopped at sainsburys to get some vitamins got the wrong thing by mistake those tablets that dissolve in water but hey its still vitamin c so what the heck

Now I'm thinking I should be out enjoying the sunshine feel like I'm wasting the bank holiday seem to get like this in holidays think I'm happier at work , but when Im working cant wait for holidays it doesn't make any sense...moan moan grumble

Well you did ask xx

[fadedlizard in reply to mimii]

It's so annoying isn't it?! I'm exactly the same. I'm desperate for time off and then when I have it I want to be back at work

[bepete]

What are you like ?

My ex phoned me today ,,,told me off because I haven't phoned her in weeks ?,,,, I thought ! Thats what ex meant ?.

It's nice she rang though. !.

She lives in Surrey and I live in lancashire,,,that's a great distance to cover in a relationship,,, but its the trauma of the accident that ripped us apart..!, so why dwell ?.

I've been out in the garden today,, but it's just got a little cooler

So I came back in.

I've been on my mobile most of the day playing the logo game,

Then got on the site to see what's going on , I've seen your comments from yesterday,,,,, it's good to have a laugh every now and then !,,too much seriousness, does Ya no good .

Pete x

[mimii in reply to bepete]

Hi pete, just been reading an article in today's paper about having a good cry and wallow every now and then to release suppressed emotions, I never do that, but it does kind of make sense, suppose I try and laugh about things but perhaps I'm just scared to face my true feelings , think I do tend to bottle things up but left unresolved it's still inside festering away xx

[bepete]

If you don't wallow every now and then ,,, you Will make yourself worse .

There's nothing wrong with a good cry every now and then,,It's a release, just like a good woofing ! Laugh !.

I tend to feel at my lowest in the mornings ,but I hate the weekend too .

It's probably no surprise after all I've been through in the last 5 months,,but every now and then, I cry my eyes out.

Any thing can set me off ,,music being a great catalyst !

My dad was a fantastic singer, an operatic tenor !.

He would cry uncontrollably, if he heard beautiful music, and I'm exactly the same.

Tom jones does the same on the voice !!!.

Theres nothing wrong with a good cry ,,you go for it!,, get everything out of your system,,, you will feel better.

I mentioned my ex in the last post!.

I don't think she realises how bad I feel after her phonecalls I'm not an insensitive man,, its upsets me .

But thats in the past now, !

No point living in the past ! Try to move on ,,thats what I'm trying to do .

With the help of the good people on this site.

And I've loved the last few days,, they have been some of my best up days,, down days will come post operation ,me thinks ?.

Pete x.

[Petita]

Hi Pete, so far it's been good. Trying to get some work done but feeling kind of lazy at work today. Too much weekend fun I guess :). Had a nice lunch with co-workers which is always fun. I hope your days has been good.

[fadedlizard]

Hi Pete,

Well I lost most of the day cabbaged on the sofa with a headache and IBS pains. (Off to the doctor in the morning to find out what's going on.)

Finally decided to drag myself out the door and went for a long walk along the river, watched the lambs and saw some swallows and I've come back feeling a lot better.

Hope you're ok.

Love

Lizard.xxx