Ive in some way or another suffered from thoughts of self harm and suicide, but recently I have decied to accept them as part of my life.
When I look back I have come to realise that if i do not cut my self that i have consciously or unconsciously done things to my own body that caused a lot of pain.
and these are counted by people as iam accident prone, my falling while rock climbing hot glue in my hands the 3rd dagree burns on my arm.
but why post them up is simple to quote tow of my favourite books, "Secrets that are born in the dark and shrink in the light do not deserve to exist.",
"The mind as no grater accuser then its self."
By posting this i steel the power these thoughts have over me when iam in my down period.
and Theres always the hope to help some one else.