Hi all...

Not been on in a few days. How are we all?

I'm up and down. Had a good weekend with friends, and then last night bam it hit again like a ton of bricks. Had a bad night.

On the plus side it's given me a kick up the butt to take my meds as I've realised nothing can get worse than the way I feel now. At the moment I feel calm. I'm trying to forget the fact that I've started taking it. But also waiting to see what will happen, I'm sure you can all relate.

Hope you are all well and have been good over the weekend and the start of the week xx

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HI LooLoo

I like to think everything happens for a reason , we may not see what that reason is at the time & sometimes we may never get to no what it was

Maybe & just maybe you had to have those few good days & sorry to hear you have come down , but it might be that you need to see how you get on with these meds for now & well done you having the courage to take them , I have a meds fear so can really relate to how you feel

Just say for today I will take one , I dont think you should have any side effects IF & it is an IF , for a while as they do take a few weeks to work , the head might tell you that you have , but I think thats all it will be

You can only give them a go

Keep talking on here & people will help the best they can

Love

whywhy

xxx

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Hey whywhy good to hear from you. How are you doing?

I definately needed those few days, but then to come back crashing down is like a huge set back. Feels like if I can feel great then why not now?

Trying my best to stay positive and kick it when I feel it coming.

Starting a new job on Monday and hoping that these tablets don't kick in with a vengance! Really think a job is what I need.

Xx