Nobody woke me up and my appointment was at 11am! I told my mum as soon as the appointment came through, but she didn't bother to arrange transport or even say a word about it. She claimed she 'forgot'! I hate being late to appointments, even worse missing them, I doubt they will add me to the list if I keep missing the appointments. If I don't get on the list then i'll have nothing when I come out of CAMHS! If it was my younger sister who had the appointment mum would go to the end of the earth to get her there, but as I don't complain, I always come second. I feel really confused, brain dead and anxious for no reason! Seems to be a regular occurrence now, I'm clearly going to need medication, this is not going to go away on its own, I'm cracking up.