So this week so far I've had someone tell me I'm dragging them down. I had a fight so bad with my ex that we agreed never to speak again even though I know this person is the love of my life and my mum told me I've to hurry up and move out cos she cant stand me being in the house anymore(that's the nice version)
So to say feeling very on edge and sad is an understatement, it's a shame though cos the chest pain hasn't been that bad this week but tonight it's agony.
Went to the Doctors again today, different lady this time she was alot better, checked my heart, said it all sounded fine, my blood pressure is normal, lungs sound fine as well. So I feel kind of reassured but cos the pain has retuned tonight thats all out the window
I've tried to feel so positive this week but having 3 close people hate on you brings you down so far.