Hi All - quick update from my original post:
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Thanks to the many suggestions from this great community, I was able to secure an appointment with a (PMHNP) psychiatric mental health nurse practitioner - my understanding is that in addition to therapy, she can also write prescriptions. Meeting with her early next week!
To be honest, not sure what to expect since it's my first time meeting with a mental health professional... think I may even be feeling a bit nervous/shy ;-). Never the less, I am cautiously optimistic they will help me find a path forward!
Meantime, since many asked, I've been taking low dose alprazolam during the day to help with the anxiety - and ambien at night to help sleep.. marginally helpful at best - but it was the only thing my PCP could really do in the interim- vs. also telling me to try and rise above it / suck it up ;-).
Will continue to keep you posted on this journey and many thanks for all the previous support / suggestions - this is truly a great community!