Lonely

[BrokenPromise]

I'm just emotionally, mentally and physically drained after trying to just survive in all my yrs of living.

I struggle with it all. I'm in pain. My body feels like its breaking down.

[CatsandCheese]

Same at 61. Arthritis attacking tonight. Depression coming on severe. Lonely. Hopeless. Wish my head would shut up. Wish my memories could be undone.

Myself I'm going to get a snack.

Sometimes it helps to find something funny on YouTube.

[BrokenPromise in reply to CatsandCheese]

Same. Snacks and YouTube help me.I've been getting numbness, tingling and aches in my hands, back and sometimes feet. Especially when I just wake up, it's painful. I have many doc appts, but no energy.

[CatsandCheese]

😻

[Eggy386]

being stuck in survival mode is absolutely exhausting. It ravages our body and damages our brain. And the longer it’s there, the harder it is to recover.

I’m sorry you’re going through that, and a lot of people here can relate to being in “survival mode” whether it’s from our environment or from ourselves.

I don’t know fully who I am without anxiety and depression anymore. My first diagnosed panic attack was when I was 18, and I’m now 29. My whole adult life so far has been clouded by mental illness. What would be my thoughts, desires, and goals without it?

I feel betrayed by my body. The physical symptoms of anxiety amongst some other diagnosed medical issues, has left me in bad shape. Everything seems to be a trigger

But i guess we just keep going. Radical acceptance, and finding peace in little moments. Hot showers, frozen ice cream, warm clothes.. anywhere we can find them

[BrokenPromise in reply to Eggy386]

Awe, hugs! Yes, everything is a trigger for me. I try to find happiness in the little moments, or simple things, but sometimes I'm just numb. I've been having terrible symptoms. My environment, and surrounding was never kind to me. I'm constantly in survival mode.My little pup does help tremendously tho =)

[CatsandCheese in reply to BrokenPromise]

Yes, the fur babies! They keep us going!

[Rufus07]

I wish you some peace. My thoughts are with you.

[BrokenPromise in reply to Rufus07]

Thank you!!! 💖