Unhealthy thoughts

[sad_watermelon]

I find myself really dependent on others. I want this to change. I will give you more information and I am sorry if it's too long.

I broke up with my 20 months boyfriend. It was my first relationship (I got into dating pretty late), but we found out that we want different things in life (he was too dependent on his mother and wanted to live with her forever - you can see the whole story on my previous posts). It was so hard for me to end things even though it started getting a bit toxic for me staying in romantic relationship with him. So we are now friends, but I still feel so dependent on him mentality. I wait for his texts, I get annoyed at things he does... And this is bad for me, because he is not always good for my mental health.

Other thing - I will be moving abroad to do my studies. I will go to a country I know, but a town I have never been in. I don't know anybody there. I feel like I am not going to be all alone, I won't have anyone to rely on and I will be very sad.

I didn't think this is healthy thinking

[Dolphin14]

sad_watermelon

I hope when you get to school you will form new friendships

🐬