So found out my co-parent is going out of town to same place I am on New Year’s Eve except he will be with his new girlfriend. First reason it hurt is because he’s going to a Roarin’ 20’s party which he absolutely would never have done with me past year 1 of marriage. Then there was a mix up with who our daughter was staying with tonight. He blames me for the miscommunication but she’s 16 and driving herself and she should have told him. She told me she’d tell him. But I guess it put a damper on how he thought his night would go so he’s upset at me. I told him to leave me alone. I don’t want to have anything to do with him outside of what I have to involving our daughter.
I had been in a really good place the last couple days and not dwelling on our relationship but this has my brain spinning again. Wish I could just be done grieving this relationship already. I have friends I will be with tonight and have fun and now my brains all muddled. Ugh