I am meeting a friend at a music gig soon. she is bringing her boyf and i am driving. they want to walk to the venue & won’t accept a lift from me and want to meet me there.
recently, i have had some dating disasters and dated a guy who i discovered had a double life and had not one but two long term girlfriends besides me. it has really damaged my brain and has hurt me deeply. so much that i have felt suicidal at times.
i’m stressed about going out tonight as i’m worried i’ll be a third wheel with my friend and her boyf. i did check with her months before and she said it was ok to come along with them. i am worried i will get either stood up or something bad will happen. i am also worried about my safety when i go home as driving alone.
do you think it is worth going out tonight? it feels like i’m going on my own. i feel anxious and worried.