Feeling on edge.

[Rizo1]

We were lucky to have a dry day here. Had a nice walk. But I'm feeling on edge this evening. Thinking about the future, feeling sadness about my situation, unsettled. Nowhere feels like home. My family is not close at all. Only my Dad bothers. But we don't see one another that often as we dont live near. Life feels so difficult.

[Rizo1]

Hi Twinkly Sunflower 🌻🌻. Lovely to see you back. We'd missed you 🤗🤗. I hope you're managing as well as possible. Thank you for your kind words. I overthink a lot, things make me sad. I'm glad you're living arrangements are more settled now. It makes a difference. I'm sorry you don't see the rest of your family much. My family drifted apart many years ago . I live with my partner. But we aren't settled where we are. We aren't very good at deciding thingsl. Thank you for your hugs . Sending some straight back for you too. I'm grateful. You're such a caring and kind lady. Lots of love my friend ✨✨✨💜💜💜🤗🤗🤗

[Agora1]

Hi Rizo1, embrace the beautiful day you had today after all that is all we have,

the present moment. As Twinklystar stated we can't worry about the future

as it can change on a dime.

As for no where feeling like home, remember Life is what we make it. xx

[Rizo1 in reply to Agora1]

HI Agora. I remember you from when I first joined. You're always very kind . Thank you for your reply 🤗🤗. I will try too . I'm fortune I can get out and go for walks. I know many are unable too. As I'm getting older I tend to think more about life on general. Yes, you're right there. I wish I had more confidence to make things better . Hope you're keeping as well as possible too. 💜💜🤗🤗 xx

[Rizo1]

Ooo this is a beautiful photo Twinkly.😍😍 .Thank you for sharing. You're very lucky to have such lovely places to walk. Nature helps us a lot. It's my way of coping . Very relaxing being by the water. I understand, we all need a break . And have things going on in our daily lives too. I'm glad you've found a place where you feel comfortable. Those are very good suggestions. Thank you. I'll try to do that. I need lists in my life now. Makes it easier to tick things off as you do them. Lots of love to you ✨✨✨💜💜💛💛

[Rizo1]

Ooo Pixie. Bless him. They find all the best places 😻😻. He's loving it there in the sun. That made me smile😊. I'm sorry he had a sprain. But glad he's recovered now. He's a tough cookie. You're right there. Have to be careful with the heating, especially these days. Things are so expensive. It's nice to have the warmth from the sun coming into the room 💜💜💜😻😻☀️☀️

[Rizo1]

We do love our furbabies . They're very precious 😻😻. I'm glad your SAD hasn't been as bad. I get that too. All the rain we've had , gets me down. Having the sunlight coming in helps such a lot. We need that boost. Be glad to see the drier days coming now. Oh Twinkly . You were meant to have the house you're living in now. It's funny how things work out. You must have been over the moon to see it back on the market. You get a feeling for a place I think. I'm glad you're settled there. Gives me hope we'll find something. Night night lovely lady. Hope you'll sleep well. Glad to chat with you this evening. Sending you lots of love . See you tomorrow 🌙🌙☀️☀️💜💜🤗🤗😻😻💛💛

[Rizo1]

Thank you Twinkly. I will do. It's been an ongoing situation for a long time now. We aren't great at making decisions 😌. I'm glad to see you back here. Luna will be pleased to see you aswell. 😁 . It's lovely to look up and see the moon and stars. Looks so peaceful. Let's hope we will. Be magical . I'll keep looking out for it. Nighty night lovely lady. Sleep well. 🙏🌙🌙🌙✨✨✨🌝🌝☀️☀️🌼🌼🌼🫶🫶💜💜💛💛🤗🤗🤗

[Cosmia]

I wish you could have your family nearby, Rizo and I'm sorry you're feeling unsettled today. I understand the sadness and uncertainty. Sending my love and big hugs my dear friend 🫂❤️💜💚

[Rizo1 in reply to Cosmia]

Hi Cosmia. Thank you so much my lovely friend. Family is complicated. Just makes you think about stuff from the past a lot. I'm just sorry you understand the sadness too. Wish I could make us both feel better, we both get wary and worry about the future. Holding your hand my dear friend. Glad you're here Cos. Sending you lots of love and big hugs always 💜💜💚💚♥️♥️🫂🫂🫂🐶🐱