They say, find your people...

[GreyWolf001]

... are everyone in this world dishonest, not trustable, unloyal, traitors, liars, cheaters...? I am tired of searching 'my crowd' while all I receive is betrayal. I am really tired, struggling under my duties and responsibilities, trying to raise my children and give them the best I can...while small everyday details are falling apart, besides the disastrous big and important sides of my life.

When I read articles, quotes, books, and listen to courses... they teach important and honest life values, but why don't I find those people who are carrying those same values? I keep improving myself but instead of finding myself amongst better people, I keep becoming stranger and more tired by time.

I still believe that if the world is pushing you on your knees, you should hold on, stand up as many times as you fall, and keep going while not allowing your own heart and soul to become dark and bitter. I still believe that there are many good and honest people...somewhere... And I thought that if I improve, somehow they reach me, or I reach them, we find each other when the time is right when I have improved enough... but I am not so sure about it anymore...

[LoveforAll41]

I think that you can find those people GrayWolf. I think it is harder to form relationships as an adult oftentimes. I think that it usually takes time to open up and harder to spend time doing hobbies or casually spending time together. I would think that perhaps a religious group or volunteer organization might be a good place to start? Are you in a position where you might be able to move and perhaps start in a new environment?

I am so sorry that you are feeling alone, trust is something that I value tremendously. I wish you peace, hope, and strength.☮️