feel it coming back.

[Mirblack]

The summertime was so fun not just because it was summer but because I was happy and I'm not lying when I say that I was so happy then out of nowhere I start feeling myself slipping down that path again I hate when I slip down this path because I have to fight when nobody's knows I'm trying to be strong that I'm not trying to give into the thoughts I'm not ready for the not eating I'm not ready for feeling like a burden I'm not ready to stay in bed all day with no motivation to do anything funny thing is I tried getting out of bed last night spend time with my boyfriend with the person who makes me truly happy but I messed it up because I can't control my emotions I feel so dumb I choose to leave the house just to be sad and not have any idea for what's wrong how I cannot know what's wrong with my own body how is that even possibly am I even normal.

[Needtofeel]

It's possible girl. I have so many issues I feel like I have to relearn my own body daily. be haven to keep my focus on my body everyday just to keep it centered n I'm twice your age still be messing up relationships😞. best thing you can do about feeling like a burden is remember if other people's going out there way for u, it's cause they want 2. N if they didn't say no that's on them, not u honey. 😉