For starters, I can't afford a bookkeeper. She was kind, watching my finances fail, and discounted substantially to help me out on my very minimal needs.
She like many, paid in service... but I felt she became a friend over time.
A good person, died from cancer.
That is horrible for her Kids Siblings Mother whom all had to recently deal with the death of the Dad. I am feeling the loss of another good person leaving us.
And I feel even worse because (And I know this sounds terrible, i feel the ugly of it) I have one more thing on my plate that I truly suck at, as part of my learning disabilities. I totally feel like a scumbag for not just feeling the loss of the person and the kindness she showed. What a F@34ed up world.
My dog died and now having grief panic attack
Everything fell apart since my husband died
My day is a little better than yesterday.
Got my refill yesterday from Walmart 
Should I better die?! 
