For starters, I can't afford a bookkeeper. She was kind, watching my finances fail, and discounted substantially to help me out on my very minimal needs.
She like many, paid in service... but I felt she became a friend over time.
A good person, died from cancer.
That is horrible for her Kids Siblings Mother whom all had to recently deal with the death of the Dad. I am feeling the loss of another good person leaving us.
And I feel even worse because (And I know this sounds terrible, i feel the ugly of it) I have one more thing on my plate that I truly suck at, as part of my learning disabilities. I totally feel like a scumbag for not just feeling the loss of the person and the kindness she showed. What a F@34ed up world.
Yesterday was a little rough 😕
Wondering about my therapist and just need to get stuff out
My meds are off
Feeling Guilty About Wanting to Talk About My Depression
