hey.....

[mizzou7016]

it's not a smooth ride life.....it's a winding roadd

[kenster1]

no on goes through life without a bumpy ride it`s fantasy world to think it`s all smooth and perfect.

[mizzou7016 in reply to kenster1]

Actually it's a song lyric.....the song is gold by dierks bentley

[Beevee in reply to mizzou7016]

He's right though. The trick is to accept the rough, the same way you accept the smooth.

[mizzou7016 in reply to Beevee]

absolutely....without trecking through the rough....the smooth doesn't exist

[Beevee in reply to mizzou7016]

True 😊

[Cherryfizz34]

Ever be like, "I made progress!...wait I've seen that tree before."

[mizzou7016 in reply to Cherryfizz34]

Absolutely I have. My journey is usually a few steps forward,,,,,a couple of steps back,..especially in my line of work...there are 2 tricks to this....1) don't give up.....and 2) make sure that you're taking at minimum 1 more step forward than back. That way at the end of the day you can say you've made progress...

[Cherryfizz34 in reply to mizzou7016]

okay,, you're a nurse? Or something happened to your father or sister? I don't remember, just your name is familiar and you've always been a nice person. I need to create a bio journal for this group.

[mizzou7016]

Corrections officergoing on 26 years....Diagnosed PTSD Generalized anxiety order, and depresssion

[Cherryfizz34 in reply to mizzou7016]

oh okay...justice,,,strong,,,dealt with a lot of poo,,,are you French and from France, there is someone with a similar name.

I have a memory of a day. I forget yesterday , but it's not really an excuse I have to try harder. Write in notebooks about the pervious days - not so much a diary but a journal of what happened last week on Tuesday.

[mizzou7016 in reply to Cherryfizz34]

Still dealing with a lot of stress....the unknowns are what really drives ya

[mizzou7016 in reply to Cherryfizz34]

What you need to do is try the best you can for whatever you are dealing with at the moment. Sometimes it isn't about the quantity of things that we get done....it's how hard we work....are you giving your best effort...or are you doing just enough to get by.....sometimes for me this is a crapshoot

[Cherryfizz34 in reply to mizzou7016]

No I’m not giving my best effort. Some of it’s medication- brain fog and concentration. But I can control that. I can also control what doctor I see about this. My current one isn’t taking me seriously and is doing what is easy and best for him. Not a good role model in this sense. He’s a coward. Sorry that’s rude. Don’t follow him on this. Think of other people , who haven’t damaged me, or I have a serious grudge against. I can do better.

[mizzou7016 in reply to Cherryfizz34]

but at least you know what the issues are and are trying to fix them...I would definitely be looking for another doctor...it shouldn't be about him......it should be about you.....

[mizzou7016 in reply to Cherryfizz34]

no ma'am....I'm from the midwestern united states...

[SayNOtoPanic in reply to mizzou7016]

Bless your heart and commitment.

[SayNOtoPanic]

love this!!

[mizzou7016 in reply to SayNOtoPanic]

Only 1 more year to go....can't wait to move on to something else

[Trainchaser]

I use the Beatles song The Long And Winding Road to describe my life