I mean it's not fun to have a fever and ache but at least i have an excuse to rest
Edit : It's starting to trigger my anxiety. My mom left me on seen when i told her im feverish. My sister isn't responding. Maybe i scared her with my job meltdown and with being mad she told dad. And maybe dad takes more care of me. And idk what is real. Im going crazy and i search...i scream for help but everyone in my country are deaf. And I can't move out. Im broke and agoraphobic
I know the feeling.
Yeah and I'm sorry
Why are you sorry? Hope you get healing rest.
I was just saying this about how somehow it's nice to be ill because you have an excuse to rest. Hopefully you can actually rest though, you really deserve a rest. Just look after yourself and take it easy please, you're really important 
Aww, thank you ☺️
I don't want to reach rock bottom because it might be my endIm going insaneHard decisions while im not okay,no information and dangerous moves. Mom's gonna have a break and i wonder whether to flee while i still canBody feels like it isn't mine?I'm on the edge. But nobody sees it. I can't rest. Plus i'm terribly terrified of any interaction with my family
