You don't even what is going on with you

[Khamoshi]

Sometimes it's hard to explain to your family and friends what you are going through. They ask what are you thinking, why you are crying and you are clueless what is going on with you. It's really hard to explain your emotions. It's not that you want something in your life which you are not getting or there is something you want or don't want. This feeling is different you don't know exactly why you are sad, all you can do is feel that pain inside every day, every minute, every moment. Every day you woke up empty, there is no point to anything, you don't have any reason to be sad Or happy. You just want to avoid people as if you are hiding something and they will gonna judge you if you keep on holding that feeling and burst out with tears in front of them. You avoid people, sometimes you smile and in the next moment you are crying and all of this have no reasons. I just want to figure out why I feel like this everyday. I want my normal life back. I just want old me now. Everyday life looks meaningless to me and it's hard to explain, trust me even I don't know... Dont ask me.. I want someone to tell me what exactly is going on because I can't figure it out

[LilyAnnepuppy]

I’m glad you posted. This is a good place to be. So many people will identify with you. We’re all here to share our stories.

You don’t mention whether you’re getting any professional help. But I’m assuming you have thought of that. Being sad and anxious all the time takes it’s toll.

Keep posting and let us share your burden.