i know

[AXXES2]

i know theres other people maybe going through something more dificult than me but right now i feel so alone lost my job and finding food is little dificult as well i dont have friends or a girlfriend obviously not married no one really wants me like that or date me especially if im living in a shelter all this makes me feel worse makes me feel depressed to the point where im asking my self why just why am i alive i feel like im wasting oxygen

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I'm truly sorry you are feeling this way. Big hugs to you, AXXES2.

[AXXES2 in reply to Hidden]

thank you

[AXXES2 in reply to Hidden]

i had a job so me feeling this way is not from not having a job so atleast i know its from something else

[b1b1b1]

You are not wasting oxygen. What is happening is that you are going through a very hard time. You are young, and even though you may not believe it now, things will not always be like this. Sorry for italics. I don't know why this happened. x

[AXXES2 in reply to b1b1b1]

thank u for your comment but yes its been so so dificult especially not having friends that i can talk to in person and all because of my social anxiety

[b1b1b1]

Can you start to work on it by just saying "hello" or "hi" to people you come in contact with, such as a supermarket or store checkout person, a bus driver, etc. Don't look for an answer (even though you may get one) and don't look for any further conversation. Just saying "hi" to as many people as you can is a baby step to start on the road of getting over your social anxiety.

[AXXES2 in reply to b1b1b1]

oh yes of course i can definitly say hi in a low voice but thats it but then after i feel dumb but same time little funny because i cant help it i tell myself yes im gonna say hello then a person passes by and i dnt its like something stops me like a fear i hate it