The psycho is back in the house

[Vasiliki99]

So I'm I'll , so I own it, I clean up the house as I go, I keep myself in good condition, and I do my jobs, but the psycho cannot ask how I am , and smells of viruses from London which my immune system won't like, so the dictator screams at me from downstairs and she goes in and out but she can't manage her mind at all. She wants the washing powder but why shud I jump up every beck and call. She just expects too much and she's a vile bully. I just sit here n ever so often I get an angry screaming fit. I hear her voice screaming but I'm not keeping the house for her in my mind at all. I want my emotional independence. She does then start screaming when I have laryngitis and she is deaf the other one I can't shout when I'm I'll. She treats me sub humanely. She doesn't respect my physical emotional smallness. It's not going to make a bit of difference, I'm being abused though. She shud trust that I would not do the things she makes up no 1, so she breaks trust more and more, she's 30 years older, she is not capable of her emotional mind she is a psycho a bully rude and stupid. You'd shut urself off from her if you weren't autoimmune. She's unpredictable never says sorry and never copes with her life. Then she comes crawling at me like an idiot wanting to know how to be like me. Just have to be disciplined and except pain of life. Still I have to love my child though she abused me and face I'm mistreated that I can love or at least be neutral one in grey area. You would not understand the other is dependent on me and that's that.

[hypercat54]

I'm confused. Is it your mother you are talking about or your child? Or someone else?