Update: Arrived home. Having low blood pressure makes me anxious as hell

[Against_the_current]

Still nauseus but got meds and a shot. The shot is against vomiting and it's bringing my blood pressure down. I also can't eat because i throw up everything i eat. The road was dark and scary, so grateful i made it.

[SoporRose]

I'm also glad you made it and that you got some meds to help. I'm sorry you can't eat, but I hope you can keep enough liquids down so you don't get dehydrated. What drinks help you — plain water, tea, soda? Ginger beer seems to settle my stomach, but not everyone likes it.

[Against_the_current in reply to SoporRose]

Thanks. I like plain water, juices, tea. Rn im freaking out of anxiety because i'm home. I feel bad at my new accomodation and i'm terribly anxious at home. Idk what i will do

[SoporRose in reply to Against_the_current]

Those are all great things to drink when you're ill. The first thing to do is get well. Maybe between semesters you can look for a place where you feel more at home?

[Against_the_current in reply to SoporRose]

Thanks. Good idea yet i need to make 6 months to have my deposit back and moving out is so stressful

[SoporRose in reply to Against_the_current]

I agree with you about moving. I hate it. The only thing worse than packing up is unpacking and trying to figure out where to put things.

[Against_the_current in reply to SoporRose]

Yes! It's a mess here and idk where to put stuff

[SoporRose in reply to Against_the_current]

Exactly. It takes time to figure out where everything belongs.

[Against_the_current in reply to SoporRose]

I'm so tired and fatigued all the time, have so much stuff and little space, totaly stuck with organising

[SoporRose in reply to Against_the_current]

To me, moving is really hard, especially when one doesn't feel well. You can't know what you need to help yourself organise until you've moved in. And once you've figured out that you need, say, three under-the-bed bins, a small set of shelves, and a couple hanging baskets, you have to find the time, energy, money, and transportation to go get them, and then you have to muster the time and energy to shuffle all your stuff around to accommodate the bins, the shelves, the whatever it is and then to put thins in or on those shelves or baskets or whatever. And of course you're in school, too.

I know some people are really good at this kind of organizational project. I'm not one of them and you have my sympathy.

[Against_the_current in reply to SoporRose]

Thank you. I'm terrible at organizing and since i moved here i have had to carry a lot of stuff in long distance. Even the water. I think the water here it's good so i bruises myself carrying 10 litres bottle. And it started moving my stuff by foot from my previous accomodation to here. And with school and my trauma and health and now worried about holidays, i can't arrange

[Starrlight]

((((((((((((((hug)))))))))))))

[Itsjust]

idk if this helps but it seems like you have difficulties in experiencing your body sensations, have you thought about a diagnosis of Panic Disorder ? bcs it seems like you catastrophize a lot about the sensations of your body, i don't know if you have thoughts like "i will go crazy" "something really bad is going to happen if i continue to feel like this" "i need to go to an hospital, this could be somthing serious" (i don't mean to sound invasive)

[Against_the_current in reply to Itsjust]

Yeah, That's true, i know i have it. I know i have much more than my official diagnostics