I wish my mind was normal.

[Thankfulforhelp22]

I believe in god and hope to ask him or her one day why they gave me this burden.

it’s so tiresome and ever present.

hopeful, then down , and repeat…..

I’m in a stagnant period just not progressing and regressing some.

I hope everyone in this community will find healing and love. I wish you all to have joy and that you will share your many gifts with others.

I just gotta keep working and trying and praying. 🙏🏾

[Starrlight]

Today I was thinking what you are… will it be ok to ask God why I have to suffer so much my whole life. I’m tired like you are. What is this about? I’m finding myself getting very upset angry even thinking about it.

[Thankfulforhelp22 in reply to Starrlight]

I know about that anger, I can't stop it from coming up but you have to let go of it.

it is useless and counterproductive. Today is a new day and i hope a great one for you.

[Starrlight in reply to Thankfulforhelp22]

Very true. Let’s let go and invite positivity acceptance and hope to replace anger.

[Agora1]

Thankfulforhelp22, Life is not a smooth journey by any means. Suffering is part

of our learning experience. It is not a punishment by any means. It doesn't mean

we are weaker. Actually we have been known as true Warriors. Anyone having to

live with emotional pain *something that no one else can see, is a true suffering.

What you are in now you are calling a "stagnant" period. I call it "stuck". Stuck in

a cycle of fear begets fear. Going neither forward or back. Just existing and not

truly living.

It happens to all of us. It's a sign for us to take that step out of our comfort zone

*yes comfort zone. Anxiety makes us think that something will happen if we step

forward. The lies Anxiety tells us starts within our mind. Once you take that step

anxiety will start to back off.

Anxiety likes to play this game with our minds. But games are meant to win and

as long as you stay focused and positive and believe that you will win, you can do it. xx

[Thankfulforhelp22 in reply to Agora1]

Thanks for this

[marsbarr in reply to Agora1]

Such a great answer. Its like a weighted blanket. Reading your words can comfort anyone.

[Agora1 in reply to marsbarr]

Thank you marsbarr xx

[AnxiousSilver]

I can relate to some of the stuff that you wrote.

Hopefully you and I will feel better soon.

[Agora1]

It took me a long time to realize that snowdayze. xx