I live currently with my bf and his mom. And my bf seems to just resent me. I turned to drinking because I did not know how to cope with myself. I have tried therapy (which I cannot afford atm) in the past and it helped somewhat. I have really tried to better myself but my mental state just got worse. I have no family and only a few friends. I have a hard time eating and when I sleep I have horrible nightmares. I keep envisioning ways on how to end my life but then I just cry. I just don’t want to be alone. By this point I’m wondering if I should just go to a mental hospital.
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If you truly feel suicidal, then go. Otherwise, I’d say try to express to your boyfriend how your feeling.
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