Depression and purpose

[Strongest123]

Hello everyone on here. Hope everyone’s had a great weekend. I am freaking struggling this morning. I’ve had OCD all my life and then I fell into a deep depression a few years ago. I was hospitalized and hence I was retired early due to my illness. I am blessed to say that I did get my retirement from my former employer after 24 years which Is good. But lately I’ve been struggling, especially in the mornings. I feel like I’m trying to find some sort of purpose. I have a daughter that’s 11, that I truly love, and would do anything for. I do see a therapist once a week and an APN once a month for my meds. Sometimes I think I may need to find new therapists, but anyway that’s another post I think. I try to socialize as much as I can, but I find that at times when I reach out everyone’s always to busy with their own lives. I don’t know how to branch out to new friends. I’m really besides myself this morning. On another note, I ran out of one of my add on antidepressants and I think that’s not helping much. My therapist gives me the samples of the add on anti depressants cause they’re so expensive. As I write this post I am so sad I feel like crying. Don’t feel like doing anything but just laying in bed. SAMSON

[Agora1]

Dear Strongest123, If you feel so uncontrollably out of it, please call back your doctor.Let him know about running out of the add on antidepressants. Keep Safe by letting

the doctor address your status this morning. I'm sorry I can't help with this xx

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Just wanted to say I can relate. I’m feeling very depressed myself.