Manipulations of my family

[Against_the_current]

Yesterday mom called me and told me sis is feeling unwell because and she was tired and with the baby. I lost it, even harmed myself, my damn mom's manipulations, why can't she keep it to herself?! I'm anxious and she starts raining complaining. What if i did something to myself because of her

Grandpa woke me. I called him yesterday but no answer. And now i'm mad. He said sis has some really serious physical illness. And mom still wants to take her to her village. And grandpa was like "did you get your money from dad". Like THEY ARE TAKING CARE OF YOU MATERIALLY, WHO CARES. I was too sleepy to explain to him i'm losing it.

He woke me and now i'm losing it. Mad at the world.

P. S. My roommate made a party and i wasn't even invited

[Hidden]

Think I’d break loose. Stop letting people jerk me around. They can’t do it if I don’t buy into it. Free myself up. Be #1. I’m no good for anyone if I’m not good for me.

[Against_the_current in reply to Hidden]

Absolutely. I just don't know how to break free, she has been manipulating me since i was born

[Hidden in reply to Against_the_current]

Simple,as Nike says ‘Just do It!’ I,m here to help! Bless You!

[Against_the_current in reply to Hidden]

Thank you! You too