My brain feels more like spaghetti

[Against_the_current]

Or minced meat. Or brain but fried. The thing that i missed therapy is killing me. The thing that my stepmother sent the money (wondering whether she got some for herself) and has my dad's family name is killing me. The fact that i'm all alone is killing me. The fact that i drive everyone away is killing me. The fact that i'm insane is killing me. The fact that my roommate is cleaning like a maniac is killing me. I probably can't proceed advice because my brain is deeply fried. I tried to watch a movie (animated about Chinese folklore) and it got mixed with my worries and fantasies and resultef in me writing a story about a lost soul wandering through dimensions after a suic1de because of family. I feel like my brain is deeply fried. Alone in hell, sinking, drowning, screaming for a hand

[Loves22read]

You are not alone. I think we have all been there feeling lost and alone. Keep writing.

Maybe try to color in a coloring book with crayons. I know this sounds childish but it really does helps my mind to settle a bit.

We are here to support you.

Donald Duck losing his mind.

[Against_the_current in reply to Loves22read]

Thank you, i needed this. Was feeling so alone and With anxiety the fear of losing mind is really strong. I have tried, it helps a bit but i left all my coloring books and pencils in home. And Thanks for Donald

[Starrlight]

You sound like a very creative imaginative person. Please be kind to yourself. If someone else was going through what you are you’d be compassionate towards the person, right? So be compassionate towards yourself too. We are here for you okay? Keep writing. You’ll get through this.

[Against_the_current in reply to Starrlight]

Needed to know i'm not alone and someone to be compassionste towards me so bad. Thaaanks youu

[Starrlight in reply to Against_the_current]

Hey no problem that’s what this place is all about. Love to you ❤️

[Against_the_current in reply to Starrlight]

❤️❤️❤️