just writing about things

[amandaimissyou]

i don't know if anyone will see this r if anyone will care but i need help my mom pretty much drank her self to her death she died in november. my depression is terrible i still remember me being the happiest girl until early fifth grade now here i am crying my self to sleep every night

[Louie35]

Open up about how you feel to someone you trust, depression can be very isolating, you should not be taking all of this on your own. Reach out to family or friends, lean on them!!!! Maybe seek out professional help (therapist). Wish you better days!!!!!

[Starrlight]

Keep writing here if it helps. I’m so sorry for the tragedy and wish your sadness will turn into a healing for you.

[PapaDocs]

I am very sorry to hear that. You are still grieving, which might take a very long time, and you need to really pour it all out until you have finally accepted it. I have a friend who was so devastated that she refused to see us or socialize. It was a mixture of guilt about maybe she could have done something or she was not able to be by her dad’s side as he was slowly deteriorating. But when she was done grieving, she received so much comforting words that she realized she should have seen us sooner. But it is hard and we get it. Consider going to someone to pour it out and just share the burden. If there are no friends or relatives available, talking to female pastors at churches in your area might help. I had been able to talk to pastors during hard moments of my life and they were amazingly very helpful to me. I hope you would think about it.