The hell continues

[Against_the_current]

I was trying to go to the theather but i paniced so much that i couldn't even get there and i wandered through the city paniced and i led on an unimate that was waiting for me there. My neighboirs scolded me for my roommates partying. I told her i'm not partying and that i'm bothered too, living in the next room while she's in the next floor but she scolded me. My roommate was like "i told her to sck it". And i sent my journal to my therapist but she told me to go to the psychiatrist and to call her next week. I asked to visit her, she said she's busy and that she's going on a vacation on 23rd. She sent me to the psychiatrist, the psychiatrist sends me to her. He says it's psychological and never change my meds. She says i should visit him as If i'm insane. It's unreal. And i led my friend on and missed the theather.