People, places, things.

[Survivor1687]

Trying not to get discouraged. Trying to find things to be grateful for, trying to remain positive. Circumstances make this very challenging for me right now. I try to push through these feelings of 'its me against a whole army of people who do not want me to succeed." Those who's intentions are not good. And there's way more than a few. If these people were strangers I guess it wouldn't hurt as bad. But it still hurts feeling ganged up on, stalked, and violated. No matter who it is. Always having to fear reaching out for help and being silenced and intimidated constantly by individuals who have made it their job to make my life hell. I'm trying to cling on to this little bit of hope I have left telling me to keep fighting this battle. Once again I'm back to feeling very alone in this. I feel myself falling into this depressed state of mind where I can't allow myself to stay. I feel ok when I can attend meetings and support groups but feel 'the evil' just follows me wherever I try to go to get help or support and I don't understand why!!! It's discouraging, I feel violated & feel nowhere is safe anymore. Really need some support right now😢

[Starrlight]

(((((((((((((Survivor)))))))))))))) who is doing these negative things to you? Set some boundaries whenever you can.

[Blue_81]

Yes, setting good boundaries as Starrlight mention is a good place to start at. Im so happy that you still try to be positive despite the adversity you are going through. Keep up the good fight. There is a good book call, “Boundaries” by Henry Cloud that you can read. Its a but long but you can skip to the section that most applies to you.