A life I don't want but can't stop

[W-saint]

I pretty much don't have a life like Everything about me is a lie.... I'm in too deep ..what everyone arnd me think I am...is what I am not..it all started with me mum.. I have done a great job by living that lie for almost 8yrs...but lately it's been depressing and hard to keep living the lie..I'm too scared to tell ppl the truth..cause they're gonna call me a fraud..I tried ending everything twice by taking pills(overdose) twice but it wasn't a success... I don't even know who I am

Because of this I don't really get close to anyone..I get scared they might find the truth...I don't know how to be me...no not with people are around..Growing up.. I swore I'll never steal from anyone..but recently I did..from a friend that trusted me..and it all cause of the lies....

Everyday I love myself less....

I'm thinking of ending everything again ....this time it's gonna be a success

[TrustYourSoul]

Your life is Not a lie! There are very good things about You. What are you good at? What do you enjoy?

I don't know why you stole from your friend, and that was a crappy thing to do. Why did you feel you needed to do that? How might you fix it?