I don't feel as bad as I did but still not the greatest, I don't know if I can attribute that to the CBD oil or what is going on.
I still have the feelings I have had for the last two months but doesn't seem as bad, still cry almost every day.
My wife, children and myself drove out on to the frozen lake in the town we live in, we were out there for a half hour or so, when we got home I broke down in tears and major sadness cause my mind and gut keep giving me these feelings that im not going to be around much longer, seems anything happy causes me to have these feelings.
Will it ever stop.... will I be around to make more memories with our family. I sure hope so and I hope these feelings are not true.
Maybe it wasn’t a good idea
Maybe There's Something More After All
a thought maybe
