I need a friend

I really need a friend right now. I have been betrayed by thr only person I felt totally comfortable talking to and I am handling it very badly. The way it was done made it so much worse. Now I have have no one I feel I can talk to abput this who will not judge me. Because he is the one who betrayed me. He is the one who used to be my happy place.

I dont know if I am allowed to ask this. But is there anyone who would bw willing to private message me so that I can share all the details? I need advice on how to stop this pain. How to stop self-destructing. And just an ear, a shoulder to cry on. Someone to listen without telling me what a fool I was (and i really was). Someone to help me work through it all. Is there anyone willimg who has the time? I feel so utterly alone and I cant stop crying.

[Hidden]

soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sorry......ur not a fool........must be devistated

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Devastated, yes. Shattered.

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

yes yes yes yes yse yes yes - know its totally true.

[The_Color_Blue]

Hey. You're not alone and you're not a fool. Message anytime.

[Hidden in reply to The_Color_Blue]

Thank you. I appreciate it very much

[Salma2289]

I am so sorry about what you are going through, feel free to text me anytime. You are not alone we are all here

[Hidden in reply to Salma2289]

Thank you

[Opportunity]

I’m here. I can’t guarantee that I will respond in real time but you can certainly feel free to text me and count on me to respond.

[Hidden in reply to Opportunity]

Thank you

[Hidden]

not speaking for myself but hundreds here- this place is very different........everyone knows ur suffering is real........no one would ever say differnt not here.........u have hundreds and hundreds of supoorters who know exactly how u feel and are there one billion percetn for u...........ive seen it hundreds of times........u are not alone not at all............these are the most caring people ive ever known.......i dont have the words but they do and will be there for u in these dark hours.............then someday............someone will find u anew...........and the lights will come back on............not the time to say that really but.......know u are devistated and crushed..............who wouldnt be.......

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

I hope you are right. Part of me believes the pain will end. But another part knows I am forever changed by this betrayal. How do I ever trust MYSELF again after being played for such a fool??

[Midori]

It is probably better to let everybody know, rather than restrict to one person, and Please, for your own safety Lock your posts to the Community; otherwise it can get out through FB and possibly other platforms. Also you are likely to get more replies as some folk won't reply to an unlocked post. When you post, you will find a little nox at the end asking if you want to lock the post. Tick it.

Cheers, Midori

[Hidden in reply to Midori]

Yikess, I had no idea. I thought it was a private forum 😐

[Good_for_us in reply to Hidden]

Me too! Yikes, thanks for the heads up, Midori!

[Hidden in reply to Midori]

But the messaging is private, right?

[Midori]

I would think so, but check with Admin if you are worried.